So I was really looking forward to coming home for reading week, now I’ve had some bad news about my grandad who’s been in hospital for like 5 months and right now I don’t know how I feel, Am I meant to be crying and feeling depressed? Because I feel calm and ready, does this make me a bad person? I hope not because I think death shouldn’t be a sad occasion but something where we celebrate the good times and the happy memories.
I hope your journey to heaven will be better than my journey home. I love you always xxxx

So right now I can’t sleep,got a ton of things on my mind and I feel sick from the anti inflammatory drugs I’ve been given for my shoulder damn my allergy to penicillin and my house mate just got in and is making a ton of noise in her bedroom which is above mine. I had a pretty bad day, rubbish essay mark and things with my nanny in the care home have not improved yet, but you have to stay positive tomorrow is another day and I can boost my mark in that subject by doing well in the exam tomorrow I’m writing my dissertation oh yay fun. Well I’m off to try and sleep or just lay here and think one of the too night xx

Ergh, I Can’t sleep well at the moment too busy buzzing around in my brain, stupid essays.. Any thoughts on ways to make me sleepy aside from the usual, like warm milk or sleeping aids might just sit and watch house till I fall asleep or maybe that will make me stay awake. Hmm might try some warm milk, damn my active brain can’t it just go switch off now and let me sleep. Night night at least I hope I can get some sleep xx

Welll HOWDY there… I haven’t written on here in ages and ages.
Seems things have just been abit chaotic with uni and home and stuff.
But I had a good christmas and a quiet new year which makes a change actually and it was pretty nice. Hmmmmmm, I have missed going to the hairdressers so much but TODAY I finally managed to go and get my hair cut after goodness knows how long.

I have also decided that I may do some more uni work in the morning, but in the afternoon I am going to have a baking afternoon and make pretty fancy cupcakes don’t worry photos will follow hehe. my aim is for white chocolate cupcakes fingers crossed they will turn out alright, I got a fair bit of baking stuff for christmas so I want to try it all out I made a christmas cake and gingerbread cookies for christmas last year ( that sounds weird saying that)

hmmm prehaps a white chocolate vanilla and lemon frosting… that could be nice I suppose its all trial and error isn’t it.

Hmmmm the boyfriend is cooking me quorn stir fry for dinner tonight nom nom nom… then in return I will bake nummy cupcakes , which I can now decorate with jelly beans as my lovely boyfriend as just found vegetarian jellybeans in his cuboard yayyy =]
sometimes being a veggie is hard work.

Anyways I am going to go enjoy some rubbish easy watching tv

xoxo

So this week, has been spending money and going out to eat a lot , I have barely been in to eat food this week. Monday went to TGI’s and Wednesday went to the cinema to see Despicable Me again

because my friend Hannah hadn’t seen it. Then we went to Nando’s lol! and Friday, went to the cinema again to see Easy A which was hilarious. 

Then in-between that fitting in going to the gym , so far this week I’ve been Monday, Tuesday,Thursday and Saturday and planning to tomorrow as well.

« ahh the gym a guilty punishment not a pleasure :p

anyways im off to watch x factor and enjoy relaxing before starting on a lots and lots of uni work tomorrow 

xoxo

hahahah! my life at the moment just consists of constantly revising luckily my final exam is tomorrow , but this is exam is going to be a tough one. Cause my stupid tutor decided to play devil and tell us to revise basically the whole of the course , haha im sorry WHAT! so I have had to revise a hell of a lot and am still revising now.

But on a nicer note, got my other exam out the way today and feel fairly confident about that =] it was only an hour and we were told which topics to revise cause that tutor is nice. 

Also watched the biggest loser today… O.M.G!! they all look amazing now.. this has inspired me to go out and buy the biggest loser for the wii hahaha :D
And I watched my usual thursday afternoon TV trash… the hills & the city haha I love it im slightly addicted. but I’m also sad cause most of my other good tv programmes have finished and glee is coming to an end soon.

Although on a brighter note… SLAMDUNK on saturday woop woop soo excited :D cannot wait.

so anyways yes I must get back to toturing myself with revision xoxo  

 first micro pigs are amazing <3 

 awrrrr look at them trying to be british and cute <3

also love for this man <3 

also yummy 

and basicaly RACHEL LAING IS AMAZING AND SHOULD BE HAPPY CAUSE ITS SLAM DUNK FESTIVAL NEXT SATURDAY WOOP WOOP <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

also final thing in the summer it will be all this 

well this is my question… ive been revising for nearly two hours now.. should i take a break and tidy up the house or shall i watch friends ??

haha i hate revising oh well in a week it will be over and i will be finished with my second year at uni woop woop 

hmmmm decisions to make ……